March 2012
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I don’t exist to you any more. You don’t talk to me, you don’t look at me. Im gone. I’m nothing. Nothing to you any more. Should anyone ask you about us, you would probably say “oh it was just a stupid thing.”
But it wasn’t just a stupid thing for me. You meant everything to me. You still do. You ARE my life, my future, my past, my everything. I think...
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February 2012
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So apparently tomorrow is self injury awareness...
And I have to wear short sleeves. Yayyyyy -_____- Oh we’ll I don’t think anybody knows about that day. I sure as hell didn’t. Besides, what would anyone even do?
It's funny that people think I'm okay.
Especially my mom. She thinks I’m doing just fine. Wonderful, even. Everyone else: they are fooled by the false smiles and fake laughes I offer. It just goes to show how people only look at people on the outside.
But here I am, cutting myself, and trying to kill myself.
People: you are so shallow.
Pretty sure I just saw a post directed at me…..
Whatever man. My blog is for me, not for yous. I post what I want. Not what you want. I hate to say it, since I seriously love you, you’re a brilliant friend, but man if my blog pisses you off that much, the unfollow button is right up there.
I’m sorry guys. I’m sorry I’m just so damn annoying. I tried shutting the...
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I DON'T UNDERSTAND
How I can be so damn tired during the day, falling asleep in class, and then when it’s nighttime I’m wide awake and seriously trying to fall asleep.
Blood on my arm, tears on my face. When will the pain go away?
Today ~ Badminton
First badminton game of the season. (We won by the way, great job poly).
But I already talked about it in my vlog.. I want to talk about something else.
Dear Meghan,
We talked about our future together sooo much. We talked and dreampt of it quite often. We used to talk about badminton. We both really hoped I would make varsity; for obvious reasons, but also so it would be easier to come and...
Today is already worse. Added on to the stress of events, my mind is diminishing severely. I think today is making out to be another steep fall.
Ugh let the mornings stop, please.
Goodnight.